#Feeling of being aLive

Sometimes I really wonder? 

How does a human "heart" and "minds" are undertaken.

We always 'desire and 'wish" someone to really stand for" us". 

Someone to hold on to" us"

Someone to carry  "us "

Someone beside  "us"

And suddenly in the period of sunset to sunrise a question arose.!

Who is responsible for my own thoughts and feelings..?

Who is liable for my own problems and situation..?

 ''Do I really need a support''

And after the complete absence of 'sound'

I was just asking my soul, to be my own "conscious"

M I  not  sufficient enough to carry off my own troubles

M I not enough to pass through my own flaws.

And from a soundless impulse of thought!

 I expressed it to myself

That today I choose to walk.

I'll hold to my own grounds 

I'll be strong, strong enough to drive my own existence.

and To strengthen my own mode of living.

And then I'll experience the most glorious even

 "   Of being alive "